what fun!

 OK when you're writing a blog, can you dictate? Because obviously, if you don't feel you have a lot of time and yet now that I'm 91 and not not teaching or anything I have lots of time except it doesn't feel like it then I could really expand on whatever I want to talk about. Really interesting that nobody will be reading it because I haven't done a blog for what five years six years seven years I don't have no idea but not the case. Now I'm dictating this and I will simply be happy to have it somewhere because otherwise everything is lost. No when I have to start dictating again because it gives out of space or time or some thing and I know we all get out of space and time and everything in any case but how do I file to be able to dictate and not have to type and type and type because my fingers are clumsy, and I am clumsy and all that kind of thing but how amazing to be able to dictate

So what I've been thinking about is what I want to preserve, and I raised for me in my memory and today I was thinking about preserving all the wonderful things I'll be losing when I lose various people wh I'm leaving because she has somewhere else to go and I guess I'll have someone else helping me but it's been such a delight to see the same face over and over. And at my age it's very comforting to see the same faces over and over and a funny thing well there lots of funny things but this funny thing is interesting I think next-door is someone very delightful whose name is Lita and somehow she brings tulips and such things and then sometimes comes for a drink but probably doesn't enjoy it much otherwise she would come more often I expect but in any case it's wonderful having somebody next-door and then somebody down the hall.

It's funny when you s dictation and you don't go on with it and then it thinks you're going on and you have it going on, but what I really wanted to think about was a lot of things in my past that I don't want to lose, and the only way not to lose them I suppose is to write them down.

but I've got to think but I didn't want to lose and I guess that's just about everything except a terrible mistake. I made once in my life and it was so terrible. I never got over it, and the world changed for me entirely many many years ago when I was so happily married to Peter, the British guy I loved, and then somehow for some ridiculous reason I went off.

It doesn't really make a new paragraph but, washing it it's not it's not a machine it's a dictating thing forever kind of thing that is so I should really go down to the gym and do some exercises but I actually hate going to the gym and I hate doing exercises and I much prefer just sitting here and writing some thing or not writing something and maybe having a glass of something but actually I should wait to see if the groceries are coming because I ordered groceries I think, and if nothing comes then that will mean that I  my noggin my noggin.

Me think who Me think who write blogs for absolutely no idea, and I don't know if anyone will have a read this but nanny case I will feel better about not losing absolutely everything every day, because I tend to do that, and maybe if I wrote things down, I wouldn't lose them because writing for me it's just like living and therefore I don't feel any suspicion of wasting time about it or anything like that.